Shrinking Universe

The heat feels so good. I swear that when the sun beats on my shoulders my heart just beats better, and I'm all together healthier. The lobster was also good today. My dad cooked up 6 huge red lobsters and we tore at them like animals in the backyard. I'm home for the weekend, and I do enjoy it, I just wish I could be myself at home without starting a war. I'm not going to get into it right now. I listened to A Day To Remember on the way home today with Dav, and I love that band. It sends chills down my spine, but mainly chills of memories... The couple months that we lived together feel like a distant dream. Homemade spaghetti dinners, late night trips to walmart, many "firsts", our puppy. Some of the best times of my life.
The last two weeks are a blur, I know they have been mostly good weeks with a couple bad days. The days just run together. I went to my first straight night club and got danced on by some creepy Palestinian that smiled like he'd never seen tits. I slept in. I had a very uncomfortable night that made me lose a lot of respect for certain men. I smoked lemon hookah for the first time with this boy named Brandon who drove all the way up from Pittsburgh just to smoke hookah and hang out for a few hours. My friend Elaina came up to visit a bunch of us and that was so much fun, I sincerely miss her. I spent a lot of time in the sun. Made a lot of bracelets. Painted my nails pink. Threw my back out making mac and cheese at 6 in the morning and had to be taken to the hospital. Enjoyed the pain meds they gave me. All in all, pretty damn eventful.
I've really been enjoying listening to Muse lately. They're music is especially inspiring for poetry. They probe my imagination glands. I seriously love words, music, poetry, concepts, imagination.
Last night Andrew and I went over to our friend Sean's house. We were feeling pretty fantastic. We shut off all the lights and played this jungle soundtrack on his surround sound. Shutting our eyes we seriously felt like we were in the jungle. The rain, the animals, the birds, they were everywhere. We played the sound of the ocean and saw the stars above our heads. We were laying in the sand, the foam of the ocean gently tapping our toes when the tide arose on the shore. A fire behind us was softly cracking behind us and keeping us warm between soft gusts of wind. The mind is so powerful if you let if overcome you completely and take control.
I also came up with a piece of a cheesy poem that I'm going to have to finish soon.-

i fall into the fire of your eyes,
and drown myself in overwhelming bliss.
consumed and warm my heart is twice its size,
the flaming hot desire of your kiss.

well let's hope these muscle relaxers the doctors prescribed me will help me pass out soon so I can wake up early and soak up some sunshine. night.